Sooooo.. my fiance and I have moved in with my parents. It was easier for us both to get jobs, and not half as many bills to pay so we can save up cash to get our own place.

Still nothing new to post because I'm worked like a dog, but I plan on going out and getting some paints and brushes tonight so I can do some things on what few days i have off.

that's really it for now.

<3 you guys.
BCA

well well well.. here it is, almost a year later and i'm finally back on, but alas, it won't last long and i have nothing new i can post..

i have no internet where i'm living now.
i finally moved out of my parents house but i figured i'd stop in to at least let people know i'm still alive.

as soon as i can, i'll get some new things up. i really hope to get back into the community and all my old friends soon...

Death takes a horrible toll on people.
I sat up recounting childhood memories of these people. They once meant a lot to me, but then again, I think when you’re young, everyone means a lot, and everyone that treats you well is in your mind forever, no matter how vague those memories may be, they’ll always be there.
Those memories are vague, extremely vague, but I remember. I remember spending days sitting in a high chair in the kitchen and eating pop tarts. That’s always the first memory that comes to mind. They adored me. They weren’t family, but they felt so close.
Andrew and Syblene McAbee those memories, no matter how vague will always be with me. May you both rest in peace, and you too Arlene, though I can’t recall your name or face, I wish you all the best wherever you may be going and I’m sorry you had to go the way you did.
I’ve been crying for god only knows how long now. I actually cried myself to sleep at one point, a fitful sleep, but sleep none the less. Only to wake up a few hours later still crying…
Its stuff like this that makes me despise the world…
“ANDERSON, S.C. — The South Carolina Highway Patrol says a McCormick man has been charged with three counts of felony driving under the influence in the deaths of a woman, her husband and sister in a crash near Anderson.
Lance Corporal Kathy Hiles says 61-year-old Robert Blair was driving on Abbeville Highway about 6:30 a.m. Monday when his Ford F-250 pickup truck crossed the double yellow line. Hiles says Blair crashed head-on with a Toyota Scion, killing all three people inside.
Coroner Greg Shore identified the victims as 66-year-old Syblene McAbee; her husband, 75-year-old Andrew McAbee; and her sister, 68-year-old Arlene Sorrells. All were of Anderson.”
May the gods be with you all.

-Dannelle Brittany

okay, well, i figured the flowers were getting annoying to everyone so i decided to try my hand at painting koi.. i already feel like i'm getting better with them..

feel free to comment, critisize.. whatever

-BCA